Wednesday, July 23, 2008

Have you ever wondered why???

If you are someone that has alot of obstacles.... Alot of hoops to jump through.....Alot of "What Now" moments..... You can't help but wonder "why" is this happening..... Why am I going through this?

I could see bad things happening to a person that neglects thier children, sells everything they own for drugs, does not care about anyone, does not have dreams or a reason to live. But, that's not me....At all.

I am a good person... I have a big heart... I help out when I can... I long for more....I LOVE and take care of my kids....I'm a good mom..... I have drive and determination.....I am not someone that gives up.....I jump through the hoops (getting tired after awhile) but I keep jumping.

After awhile, you can't help but SCREAM>>>>> Enough!!! <<<<<

And that's where I am at today. My life has always been harder than the average Joe....(Jill) in my case... LOL

But I never give up.....Lose my focus......Or stop trying.....I get tired and frustrated, but, I will keep moving on....It just would be nice to have a break every now and then.

So for anyone else that feels this way. STOP! This too shall pass. And we will do what we always have..... And that's to get back up and keep moving forward.

Have a good night.


Niki said...

You should read the book by Joel Osteen. It's wonderful. His message is "Keep pressing forward" and don't let anyone get in your way. You are a wonderful person! I'm not sure why others (me included) have it harder than some. Maybe that's the way God wanted it. Maybe we are learning lessons. Maybe we are MORE grateful than those that don't have as much. I'm not really sure. I'd love to be your online buddy. I am adding you to my blog, once again, as I had to start over. ugh. :) Chin up. I'm here if you want to talk ! niki in az

Cindy Ashworth said...

Niki, Thank you so much. And yes, I will get that book. I like Joel. And there are somedays that I am just grateful for the air that I breathe. I don't take ANYTHING for granted.

Again, Thanks