If you are someone that has alot of obstacles.... Alot of hoops to jump through.....Alot of "What Now" moments..... You can't help but wonder "why" is this happening..... Why am I going through this?
I could see bad things happening to a person that neglects thier children, sells everything they own for drugs, does not care about anyone, does not have dreams or a reason to live. But, that's not me....At all.
I am a good person... I have a big heart... I help out when I can... I long for more....I LOVE and take care of my kids....I'm a good mom..... I have drive and determination.....I am not someone that gives up.....I jump through the hoops (getting tired after awhile) but I keep jumping.
After awhile, you can't help but SCREAM>>>>> Enough!!! <<<<<
And that's where I am at today. My life has always been harder than the average Joe....(Jill) in my case... LOL
But I never give up.....Lose my focus......Or stop trying.....I get tired and frustrated, but, I will keep moving on....It just would be nice to have a break every now and then.
So for anyone else that feels this way. STOP! This too shall pass. And we will do what we always have..... And that's to get back up and keep moving forward.
Have a good night.